Author: msanjay

  • beautiful people

    A collection of some encounters with our fellow earthlings from my childhood days…

    the parrot

    One day my Dad got a parrot home in a cage. I was delighted with my new pet and planned to teach it to talk, just like the one in my school. I would make it happy giving it a lot of chillies (thats one thing parrots actually seem to enjoy eating!!).

    But this one was silent most of the time.

    It kept itself busy all its waking hours walking round and round the metal cage, methodically testing the strength of every single wire. My parents didnt share my enthusiasm and seemed quite unhappy looking at it. I said its probably because its new to the place, will become comfortable after some time. I promised to take good care of it. But even after a few days, its efforts were relentless and desperate as ever. Though now, there were times when it seemed to be a little tired and just sat in the center of the cage.

    They said its better to let it go.

    I protested and threw a tantrum and cribbed and revolted in every way I could, untill they finally relented. I tried to pay more attention to it, running to it every day after I returned from school. Under the supervision of my Mom, I made sure I gave it always had the right kind of food, and the water was never lacking.

    After a week, we noticed one of its claws was bleeding due to its efforts to get out. That was it, there were no second thoughts now.

    It was a holiday that morning, and all of us stood outside and watched while my Dad opened the door of the cage. The parrot stayed silent and motionless at first. Then it edged gingerely towards the entrance, and hopped outside.

    It suddenly broke its almost perpetual mouna vratha – with a loud screech, it flew upwards!

    Quite possible that it may be devoured by a hawk the next minute. For it it was no doubt a risk leaving the security of the cage, where it was being fed very well daily and provided water by a very zealous owner (i.e. yours truly). But that moment of freedom was undoubtedly more than worth the risk, and worth more than a lifetime of imprisonment in the cage.

    We watched mesmerized as it dissappeared noisily into the sky.

    Standing there silently, we shared a kind of quiet joy. Strangely, I felt no regrets at the loss of “my” pet 🙂

  • book: Jonathan Livingstone Seagull

    You are sure to love this book. Even if you don’t have the habit of reading, nor the time or inclination… I still strongly recommend that as an exception… you read this one book:

    Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach

    Its a very small book, but has a lightning bolt packed in it. It dosent have any “moral of the story” or something like that… but can be interpreted in many many ways.

    Incidentally, the first time I came across the book, I flipped through a few pages and felt bored thinking “oh I know what hes probably going to talk about” and put it down and forgot about it.

    I later came across a short story…

    A university professor visited a Japanese Zen master to enquire about Zen.

    It was obvious to the master from the start that the professor was not so much interested in learning Zen as he was in impressing the master with his own opinions and knowledge. The master listened patiently, and finally suggested they have tea.

    The master poured the visitor’s cup to the brim, and then kept on pouring.

    The professor watched the overflowing cup until he could no longer restrain himself.

    “It’s overfull! No more will go in!” the professor blurted.

    “Like this cup,” the master said, “you are full of your own opinions and speculations. How can I show you Zen unless you first empty your cup.”

    Though the short story above talks about learning “Zen”, I guess the same could apply to learning anything.

    I eventually happened to come across the book again. This time, I “emptied myself” and read the book, and the sheer brilliance gripped me for the next one hour, and I think many of the points will remain in my mind for a very long time.


    Later update:

    One of the many applications of this book is in software development – it started a long chain of thoughts in my mind in this regard, which I wrote as a story.

  • pearls in the Internet ocean

    A Drawing Excercise

    Try this drawing excercise… pay careful attention to the instructions… dont
    worry too much about accuracy… its more about how your brain
    works than your artistic skills
    . Btw the book (see the home page) is
    supposed to be pretty good too and enhances creative thinking, etc in addition
    to teaching drawing.

    http://www.drawright.com/vaceface.htm
    (you could even try the applet at the bottom of the page)


    Awaken The Artist Within You

    Fun With A Pencil by Andrew Loomis is a neat online book that teaches drawing
    available at http://www.saveloomis.org/

    --- Excerpt from the introduction ----
    MR. WEBSTER DEFINES DRAWING
    AS DELINEATION. THAT DOESN’T
    TELL YOU HOW MUCH OF A REAL
    "BANG" THERE IS IN IT. MAYBE
    HE NEVER KNEW. MOST FOLKS
    LOVE TO DRAW EVEN WHEN
    THEY KNOW LITTLE ABOUT IT. IT
    STARTED WITH THE CAVE MAN,
    AND STILL SURVIVES ON THE
    WALLS OF PUBLIC PLACES... BECAUSE
    IT’S SO MUCH FUN, AND
    SO EASY, IT’S A SHAME NOT TO BE
    ABLE TO DO IT BETTER.
    ANDREW LOOMIS
    
    ALL THAT YOU NEED TO KNOW, TO START
    THIS BOOK, IS HOW TO DRAW A CIRCLE. . . .
    
    Don’t start out with that old gag, "I couldn’t draw a straight
    line." Neither can I, freehand. If we need a straight line, we
    can use a ruler. Now please try it, just for fun.
    And it can be as lopsided as the family budget, and
    still work out.
    
    --- End of Excerpt ----
    									


    Unleash The Music Composer Within You

    Ever thought of composing your own music? …you
    could download an evaluation of a synthesizing software from
    www.fruityloops.com
     …the best among those I’ve tried out… very
    intutive user interface… (evaluation copy dosent allow you to save your
    composition)


    Yoga Without Tree Hugging

    By Paul Bancroft

    Excellent very small
    book on Yoga… brilliant and very
    humourous.

    It dosent really teach yoga (best learnt from an instructor), but explains it.
    Of course there are 1000s of books on Yoga, but this book explains theres more
    to Yoga than just managing to get into confusingly convoluted postures.

    http://www.zenyoga.co.uk/book

    Some quotes by Yoga guru BKS Iyengar:

    Intelligence alone will not solve problems,
    unless it is linked with observation.
    First observe, and then use the intelligence.
    	---------
    Use your intelligence to control the body
    Before starting the movements of the body.
    In the beginning,
    The brain moves faster than the body;
    later, the body moves faster than the brain.
    The movement of the body and the intelligence of the brain
    Should synchronize and keep pace with each other.
    

    This story made a lot of sense:

    “The Buddha once visited a small town called Kesaputta in the kingdom of
    Kosala. The inhabitants of this town were known by the common name Kalama. When
    they heard that the Buddha was in their town, the Kalamas paid him a visit, and
    told him:

    ‘Sir, there are some recluses and brahmanas who visit Kesaputta. They explain
    and illumine only their own doctrines, and despise, condemn and spurn others’
    doctrines. Then come other recluses and brahmanas, and they, too, in their
    turn, explain and illumine only their own doctrines, and despise and condemn
    and spurn others’ doctrines. But, for us, Sir, we have always doubt and
    perplexity as to who among these venerable
    recluses and brahmanas spoke the truth and who spoke falsehood.’

    Then the Budhha gave them this advice, unique in the history of religions:

    ‘Yes, Kalamas, it is proper that you have doubt, that you have perplexity, for
    a doubt has arisen in a matter which is doubtful. Now, look you Kalamas, do not
    be led by reports, or tradition, or hearsay. Be not led by the authority of
    religious texts, nor by mere logic or inference, nor by considering
    appearances, nor by the delight in speculative opinions, nor by seeming
    possibilities, nor by the idea; “this is our teacher’. But, O Kalamas, when you
    know for youselves that certain things are unwholesome (akusala), and wrong,
    and bad, then give them up …
    And when you know for youselves that certain things are wholesome (kusala) and
    good, then accept them and follow them.’

    The Buddha went even further. He told the bhikkhus that a disciple should
    examine even the Tathagata (Buddha) himself, so that he (the disciple) might be
    fully convinced of the true value of the teacher whom he followed.”
    Source: http://www.cains.com/bucha/kalama.html


    What is Zen – based on the book The Tao of Physics

    The
    perfection of Zen is thus to live one’s everyday life naturally and
    spontaneously. When Po-chang was asked to difine Zen, he said, “When hungry,
    eat, when tired, sleep.” Although this sounds simple and obvious, like so much
    in Zen, it is in fact quite a difficult task. To regain the naturalness of our
    original nature requires long training and constitutes a great spritual
    achievement. In the words of a famous Zen saying,

      Before you study Zen, mountains are mountains and rivers are rivers; while you
      are studying Zen, mountains are no longer mountains and rivers are no longer
      rivers; but once you have had enlightenment mountains are once again mountains
      and rivers again rivers.


    One Day The Sun Will Rise

    Many have screamed the truth to the heavens, many will continue to do so to the
    wind; but few ears are really willing to listen. Can it be that our human
    nature prevents us from “hearing” what our masters are telling us? Can it be
    that humanity is asleep, choked with false values, idols or ideals? Why do most
    people roam searching, consciously or unconsciously, for something or someone
    to follow? Are we facing our own drowsiness when we search to be identified,
    noticed and become a part of something?

    Many people have asked themselves: Who am I? Where am I going? Why am I here in
    this world? Questions that surely have troubled us, but the real problem is not
    the question, rather the answer. How many of us have found it? Sadder still,
    how many of us haven’t found it? Even sadder still, how many of us, once we’ve
    made the question haven’t even taken the time to think about it? It seems
    easier to follow the “normal” course of things, be born, live and die without
    knowing why and what for.

    Let’s not waste our time, let’s wake up and jump right in the adventure of
    personal development, the search of the real I. And how far will we go? It all
    depends on how deep we are willing to go.

    http://www.shotokai.cl/ensayos/30_eg_.html


    KNOWLEDGE OF ‘THE TAO’, AND EXPERIENCE OF THE TAO.

    There is a way in which we may conduct our lives without regrets, and in such a
    manner as assists in developing and realizing our individual potential, without
    harming others, or inhibiting the realization of their potential, and which is
    beneficial to a healthy society.

    Such a way of life may of course be conducted without a name, and without
    description, but in order that others may know of it, and so as to distinguish
    it from other ways in which life may be conducted, we give it a name, and use
    words to describe it.

    When discussing or describing this way in which life may be conducted, rather
    than refer to it in full, for convenience, we refer to it as ‘the way’, meaning
    simply that the discussion is concerned with this particular way, not that it
    is the only way of conducting one’s life. In order that we might distinguish it
    more easily from other ways, we refer to it also by its original name, which is
    ‘Tao’.

    http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/gthursby/taoism/ttcstan2.htm#TAO

    Complete translation:
    http://www.clas.ufl.edu/users/gthursby/taoism/ttcstan3.htm

    Another translation: TaoDeChing – Lao Tze

    Chinese classic.

    http://www.chinapage.com/gnl.html


    BHAGAVAD GITA FOR BUSY PEOPLE
    By
    SRI SWAMI SIVANANDA

    Life is very complex in these days. The struggle for existence is very keen. Man
    finds no time to study big philosophical and religious books, or the whole of
    the Gita. Here is an abridged edition of the Gita which contains its
    quintessence for the use of students, doctors, advocates and busy people.

    http://www.geocities.com/radhakutir/text41.htm

    This is an excellent writeup on the essence of the Gita…

    The Essence of the Gita


    The Art of Living: Vipassana Meditation

    This provides a means to enable practicing whatever
    is written in all the other literature.

    Everyone seeks peace and harmony, because these are what we lack in our lives.
    From time to time we all experience agitation, irritation, disharmony,
    suffering; and when one suffers from agitation, one does not keep this misery
    limited to oneself. One keeps distributing it to others as well. The agitation
    permeates the atmosphere around the miserable person. Everyone who comes into
    contact with him also becomes irritated, agitated. Certainly this is not the
    proper way to live.

    One ought to live at peace with oneself, and at peace with all others. After
    all, a human being is a social being. He has to live in society–to live and
    deal with others. How are we to live peacefully? How are we to remain
    harmonious with ourselves, and to maintain peace and harmony around us, so that
    others can also live peacefully and harmoniously?

    http://www.dhamma.org/art.htm


    7 Spiritual Laws of Success
    by Deepak Chopra

    This
    is an excellent book – very small thin book – fascinating
    reading… the summary is available here:

    http://www.shareguide.com/Chopra.html

    http://www.meaningoflife.i12.com/Chopra.htm


    About Sudha Murthy… wife of Mr. Narayan Murthy,
    CEO, Infosys

    http://nipun.charityfocus.org/inspire/infosys.html


    Zen
    Stories

    These are very small interesting stories typically
    not more than a short paragraph or two. Yet inspite of their simplicity,
    they offer surprisingly profound insights into human nature and the cosmos! And
    more importantly, they’re a lot of fun to tell since they are also witty
    and typically puzzling. The stories usually dont have one single obvious
    ‘moral’. They cause you to think, and different people interpret
    different meanings in them. Talking about those meanings with your friends and
    family can be a truly educational experience!

    Hence you could use them as handy conversation
    pieces, to help you and others talk, think, and laugh about the wondrous and
    mysterious details of this thing we call Life.

    http://www.rider.edu/users/suler/zenstory/zenframe.html

    http://www.thesegoto11.com/zen/index.php3

    http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Agora/7948/Zen.html


    Vedic Mathematics

    How does Vedic mathematics differ from its more conventional counterpart? Mr.
    Glover answers with an illustration. “Take the Wimbledon tennis competition.
    There are 128 entrants, they play in a knock-out manner,” he says. “The first
    round has 64 games, the next has 32 games until you reach the quarter-finals,
    semifinals and the final.

    “The problem is to find out how many matches there are all-together. The
    conventional approach is to add the number of games- 64 plus 32 plus 16 plus
    eight plus four plus two plus one-to get to the answer, which is 127.

    Now the Vedic approach, which uses one of the sutras, argues in the following
    way :-

    “Since there are 128 players and only one person wins the competition, there
    must be 127 losers and for each loser there is a match, so there are 127
    matches.” Thus, Vedic mathematics teaches you different approaches to problems
    systematically. That’s what makes it such a useful educative tool.

    Vedic Maths Tutorial

    Vedic Maths is based on sixteen sutras or
    principles. These principles are general in nature and can be applied in many
    ways. In practice many applications of the sutras may be learned and combined
    to solve actual problems. These tutorials will give examples of simple
    applications of the sutras, to give a feel for how the Vedic Maths system
    works.
    These tutorials do not attempt to teach the systematic
    use of the sutras. For more advanced applications and a more complete coverage
    of the basic uses of the sutras, we recommend you study one of the
    texts
    available.

    http://vedicmaths.org/Group%20Files/tutorial/Tutorial.asp#tutorial1


    A Gentle Introduction To South Indian Classical (Karnatic) Music
    B y Mahadevan Ramesh

    What is the focus of this primer?

    Many of us have grown up in India, where we were exposed
    to Indian classical music in one form or another. However, if you are not from
    a musically inclined family, the odds are that you perceived classical music to
    be something esoteric that only a selected few could understand and appreciate.
    An occassional devotional song or a ‘classically tuned’ film song would have
    made you stop and take note. Your curiosity could have been aroused. But, you
    may have quickly ignored the instinct and made a beeline for the usual pursuits
    in life. Even if you were interested enough to find out about classical music,
    you did not know what books to read or who to talk to. Even if you managed to
    talk to someone, it is likely that the person made you feel inadequate about
    your lack of musical abilities or proceeded to give you a long lecture about
    music with a million buzzwords that confused you and weaned you off your
    curiosity. It is unfortunate that there is an almost total lack of simple,
    readable, introductary texts on Indian classical music, especially when
    compared to volumes and volumes of elementary books available on Western
    Classical music. No wonder an average college-educated person in the USA is at
    least mildly knowledgeable about Western classical music whereas an average
    Indian is by and large ignorant about the technicalities of Indian classical
    music. This primer is a feeble attempt to introduce Karnatic music in a gentle
    way, in a language presumably we all can understand. I want to be able to
    rekindle your interest and help you discover some of the ‘method’ and grammar
    of Karnatic music. Even though these notes are aimed at introducing Karnatic
    music, a lot of of what I have to say also apply to Hindustani Classical music.

    http://www.aunet.org/ramesh/gentle1.html
    http://www.aunet.org/ramesh/gentle2.html
    http://www.aunet.org/ramesh/gentle3.html
    http://www.aunet.org/ramesh/gentle4.html

    A Brief Introduction to Carnatic Music

    By Candida Connolly

    Carnatic music is the classical music of South India, with ‘classical’ taken as
    meaning a style ‘adhering to an established set of principles of regularity,
    balance and purity of form marked by stability of form, intellectualism and
    restraint’ (Collins dictionary).

    The Carnatic raga is presented through various styles of composition,
    improvisation – both a-rhythmically and within rhythmic structures – and
    rhythmic patterns precomposed within various mathematical calculations. The
    complexity of these rhythmic ideas has been and is being developed and refined
    through the ages, by the rigorous practice and perfection of rhythmic
    calculations, creating arguably the world’s most sophisticated rhythmic form.
    The legacy of previous great musicians is also captured in their compositions
    which are handed down to the next generation of musicians and are notated using
    ‘sargam’ – a script-dependent syllabic notation. Thus it is a style which both
    preserves the musical ideas of great masters of the past and evolves with the
    performances of living musicians.

    http://www.amc.org.uk/education/articles/A%20Brief%0Introduction%20to%20Carnatic%20Music.htm


    So you think you know all about Mahatma Gandhi?

    Sure? Confident? Based on what I remember about history in school and movies and
    the media, I was too… until I had a look at this excellent article…. a
    real eye-opener especially the last paragraph on Satyagraha.

    Mahatma Gandhi and His Myths
    By Mark Shepard
    http://www.markshep.com/nonviolence/Myths.html


    Jonathan Livingston Seagull
    By Richard Bach

    I KNOW youre all very very busy, I KNOW you generally don’t have much leisure
    time…

    BUT…

    Take my word for this just once. Buy this book (or print it out, its available
    online at this link… http://www.42.dropbear.id.au/jls.html
    )

    Its so small you wont take more than an hour to finish it.

    The first time I read it, I got bored after a few paras… but luckily
    rediscovered it a few months later… and this time finished it at almost
    one reading! It really made me feel… I wont tell you, hope you read it… but
    its one of those small powerful books meant for both the young and old. So…
    if at all you find it boring in the beginning… make an attempt to reach
    atleast two pages till you give up! 🙂

    This book can be read many times, each time we can learn something new from it!


    Maslovs Heirarchy Of Needs

    Maslow is a humanistic psychologist. Humanists focus upon potentials. They
    believe that humans strive for an upper level of capabilities. Humans seek the
    frontiers of creativity, the highest reaches of consciousness and wisdom. This
    has been labeled “fully functioning person”, “healthy personality”, or as
    Maslow calls this level, “self-actualizing person.”

    Maslow has set up a hierarchic theory of needs. All of his basic needs are
    instinctoid, equivalent of instincts in animals. Humans start with a very weak
    disposition that is then fashioned fully as the person grows. If the
    environment is right, people will grow straight and beautiful, actualizing the
    potentials they have inherited. If the environment is not “right” (and mostly
    it is not) they will not grow tall and straight and beautiful.

    Maslow has set up a hierarchy of five levels of basic needs. Beyond these
    needs, higher levels of needs exist. These include needs for understanding,
    esthetic appreciation and purely spiritual needs. In the levels of the five
    basic needs, the person does not feel the second need until the demands of the
    first have been satisfied, nor the third until the second has been satisfied,
    and so on.

    http://www.hcc.hawaii.edu/intranet/committees/FacDevCom/guidebk/teachtip/maslow.htm

     


    What the Matrix was actually about

    Many people didnt really appreciate the movie the Matrix much. They felt its
    a boringly confusing movie with nothing but special effects and action to
    its credit. (Maybe they had fixed ideas of what a “good movie”
    should be like, and the Matrix dissapointed them when it didnt meet such
    expectations.)

    For some others, the movie got them thinking. They might agree with
    Socarates who had said, “The life which is unexamined is not worth
    living.”

    I hope both kind of thinkers like this link… it shows the many diverse
    kinds of ideas and thinking that went into the making of the Matrix.

    Just to give an idea…
    “At the beginning of The Matrix, a black-clad computer hacker known as Neo
    falls asleep in front of his computer. A mysterious message appears on the
    screen: “Wake up, Neo.” This succinct phrase encapsulates the plot of
    the
    film
    …”

    http://whatisthematrix.warnerbros.com/index_phi.html


  • the kalama sutta

    “The Buddha once visited a small town called Kesaputta in the kingdom of Kosala. The inhabitants of this town were known by the common name Kalama. When they heard that the Buddha was in their town, the Kalamas paid him a visit, and told him:
    (more…)

  • jigsaw – Pieces Of A Puzzle?

    Just some unrelated quotes/thoughts which Ive come across at random points in time, but felt like they seemed to form part of a bigger picture, like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle 🙂 Trying to put them together here. Some may look a bit complex… the reader is adequately warned here; this page is not recommended for idle time pass!

    You need not read them in sequence… if one entry does not hold your interest, try reading the next one, or maybe the last one…

     


     

    “You discover who you really are by first understanding who you
    are not. You are not your collected opinions, beliefs, habits,
    experiences, defeats, pains. You are a timeless Spiritual Self,
    which you will discover for yourself with lasting delight.”


    Feelings like fear, sadness, anger, are all interpretations of the mind. They are like dust on the mirror, which prevent us from seeing our true self. Clean them by  meditation, which is a much hyped up word having so many different variations given by different people, but in its purest form is actually nothing but practicing constant awareness, not just while sitting in one place but during all our normal day to day activities. This dust has the nature of continuosly dissipating automatically, manifesting as some kind of thoughts or behaviour. By not reacting and simply being aware and equanimous, new dust stops getting accumulated, and over time, the true Self will reveal itself. Not one sudden bright day but slowly and incrementally. And this is easily reversible… even when a person comes closer to his Self, it is only temporary, he always has the vulnerabilty to fall back into the games of the mind if his awareness reduces.

    This is what the Gita says about the Self:

    “Weapons cleave it not, fire burns it not, water drenches it not, and wind dries it not.”

    The full text… Lord Krishna says…

    Why grieve for those for whom no grief is due, and yet profess wisdom? The wise grieve neither for the dead, nor the living.

    There was never a time when I was not, nor thou;
    There will never be a time when any of us shall cease to be

    As the soul experiences in this body infancy, youth and old age, So finally it passes to another. The wise have no delusion about this.

    That which is not, shall never be. That which is shall never cease to be. To the wise these truths are self evident.

    The Spirit, which pervades all that we see, is imperishable. Nothing can destroy the Spirit.

    As a man discards his threadbare clothes and puts on new,
    So the Spirit throws off its worn-out bodies and takes fresh ones.

    Weapons cleave it not, fire burns it not, water drenches it not, and wind dries it not.

    It is eternal, all-pervading,unchanging, immovable and most ancient. It is named the unmanifest, the unthinkable, the immutable.

    Wherefore knowing the Spirit as such thou hast no cause to grieve.

     


    “Death is just another phase in life” 


    A zen story

     

    Twin boys in the womb were involved in a spirited discussion.

    “Are the walls getting smaller or are you getting bigger?” asked one twin.

    “Can’t tell, but it sure is getting crowded,” said the other.

    “Kind of a dull life.”

    “Oh, not bad. Don’t have to breathe or eat. Just float around in this warm bath.”

    “But is this all there is to existence?”

    “Don’t worry yourself.”

    “I heard about something called birth.”

    “Rumors. Now move your leg and shut up so I can get some sleep.”

    In the early hours next morning a horrendous contraction awoke the twins.

    “It’s an earthquake!” shouted one.

    “The house is collapsing,” said the other.

    “I’m slipping,” shouted one.

    “Where are you going?”

    “Don’t know. Help me.”

    “I can’t”

    “Goodbye brother. I am going … going.”

    “Oh, this is horrible,” moaned the remaining twin as he felt himself begining to slide. “This is surely the end of everything.”

     


     

    Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most.”

    – Buddha

     


    The Fourth State Of Consciousness
    By Glen Kezwer

     

    Indian philosophy’s focus is to determine the nature of that spirit or self which is the centre of everything, the animating force which makes a person alive, alert and aware.

    It is consciousness, variously called the Self, Knower, Seer, Experiencer or the Witness. It knows no distinction of gender, nationality, race or religion. It is the unchanging and all-pervading, transcending the limitations of time and space, birth and death. Ultimately it is the substratum or essence of the entire manifest universe.

    Sarvepalli Radhakrishnan wrote: “The philosophic attempt to determine the nature of reality may start with the thinking self or the objects of thought. In India the interest of philosophy is in the self of man. Where the vision is turned outward, the rush of fleeting events engages the mind… Within man is the spirit that is the centre of everything.”

    Atmanam viddhi or ‘Know the Self’ has become the rallying cry of sages who for millennia have represented the highest of Indian thought. The Self is beyond the reach of the senses. So while we perceive the world around us, we are unable to perceive the Self which is its source. If the Self is indescribable, how are we to know it?

    Scriptures containing the message of realised ones can help us in this respect. In the Bhagavad Gita Arjuna earnestly seeks to know the Self in order to understand what action he should take on the battlefield at Kurukshetra. Responding to Arjuna’s queries, Krishna, the realised one, describes the Self: “The Self, the Spirit dwelling within this body, is always identical with the Supreme Being. It is free from identification with the body and mind. It is the Seer, the Witness, the true Guide, the Lord and supporter of all…

    It cannot be cut by weapons, burnt by fire, wet by water, or dried by the wind. The Self, being ancient and everlasting, never takes birth and never dies… He who has realised Oneness with the Supreme Being, who permeates all and in whom all exist, attains the vision of immortality and reaches the supreme state.”

    Since the Self is real and permanent, it is not within the purview of the ordinary mind or intellect of a human being. The mind of a human being experiences three states of consciousness: Waking, sleeping and dreaming. The dream state of consciousness is not considered to be real because, upon awakening, we realise that the world we experienced in the dream state does not fit in with the waking state world. Because there are discrepancies between these two worlds, we reject the dream state as unreal.

    The same can also be said of the waking state world, which we only assume to be real because we have no other standard with which to compare it. And certainly the sleep state world cannot be considered real because no world whatsoever is being perceived at the time of sleep. Thus not one of the three states of mind is real. Furthermore, it is obvious that none of these sta
    tes is permanent.

    In seeking what is real and permanent, we must unfold a fourth state of consciousness which both goes beyond and at the same time includes these three.

    The fourth state is that which manifests itself in meditation where the normal functioning of the mind is transcended. When we close our eyes in meditation, the forms and events of the outside world no longer impinge on our consciousness, and we are able to focus our attention on our inner Self which is immortal and inPisible. Through continued practice of meditation we come to realise that not only is this Self our own essential nature, but it also permeates all of manifest creation.

    (The writer is a physicist from Canada. He lives in Himachal Pradesh and is author of the book Meditation, Oneness and Physics)

     


     

     

    “Picture yourself standing on the shores of a lake, watching your
    reflection in the restless waters. If you take the reflection as
    being you, anxiety arises, for the waters constantly change and
    distort the image. You feel insecure, with neither identity nor
    stability. But when you see the image as an image, when you no
    longer identify yourself with the changing reflections, trouble
    ceases forever.”


    “A woman wanted to know how to deal with anger. I asked when anger arose whose anger it was. She said it was hers. Well, if it really was her anger, then she should be able to tell it to go away, shouldnt she? But it really isn’t hers to command. Holding on to anger as a personal possession will cause suffering. If anger really belonged to us, it would have to obey us. If it doesn’t obey us, that means it’s only a deception. Don’t fall for it. Whenever the mind is happy or sad, don’t fall for it. Its all a deception.” – Ajahn Chah (http://www.bodhinyanarama.net.nz/acquote.htm )

     


    When I was small… I loved butterflies… so brilliant and colorful… and wanted to catch them so that I could admire them closely. The more I chased after them, the more they flew away from me. Eventually I realised that I just had to stay still, and they would come flitting around me. Then I found that with this stillness, there was no need to catch them at all, they would themselves settle on a flower next to me and I could just watch them. As I grew older, I realised that many things in life are like that. Of course theres no point in being still just because you are hoping that they would come and settle down near you… its the stillness of the mind that matters.


    Pitcher Plant

    The mountain sweet pitcher plant is carnivorous. A sweet aroma permeates the air. Attracted to the alluring source, the insect discovers nectar drops clinging to the hooded margins of a boldly-patterned plant. The insect lands, drinks, and walks around and down inside the hood. The nectar meal is rich, nourishing and filling. The insect turns around to climb up and out but its path is blocked by a wall of downward-pointing hairs. The insect is now hopelessly trapped. Unaware of its fate, the insect turns around and walks farther into the plant, maybe drinking some more nector. Eventually, it reaches a smooth, waxy area where it can’t maintain a foothold, slips and falls into the water-filled abyss and drowns. The pitcher plant has snared another meal.

    Often external objects act like the pitcher plant, and though we know it isnt good, we keep allowing our minds to trap us in it! Many times I experience this inner struggle and sometimes I win, sometimes I lose. By saying I lose, I mean I do something I dont really want to do – for eg I overeat something just because it is tasty though I know my body dosent need it. When I say I win, I dont just mean I stop or avoid eating, it also means I dont regret about what Im missing. And I have realised that these victories or defeats dont really matter over time, I cant say I won 99 times so its ok to lose this one time, the past is buried in the sands of time and all that matters is the present.

     


    A Native American elder once described his own inner struggles in this manner.

     

    “Inside of me there are two dogs. One of the dogs is mean and evil. The other dog is good. The mean dog fights the good dog all the time.”

    When asked which dog wins, he reflected for a moment and replied, “The one I feed the most”


    “No action is more fascinating than the action of self-
    transformation. Nothing on earth can compare with its
    drama or its value. In Athens, one day, Diogenes was asked
    whether he was going to attend the athletic contests at the
    local arena. Diogenes replied that his favorite contest was
    to wrestle with and to win over his own nature.”


    In the movie Beautiful Mind,  its fantastic the way he copes up with the creations of his mind.

    He says  “you feed the past and it becomes your present”

    Fiinally he ignores the imaginary people no matter how much they convince him to get him to talk to them… esp that sweet little girl with a cute smile and her arms open … or that military guy who shouts at him him to convince him.

    I felt that all of us are schezophrenics in some way or the other (of course in a much milder way)… only thing is the objects are not always people but something else… for eg in my case its my aversion to fruits… a notion Ive fed for the past 27 years  (atleast) … and in some other cases, its a cigarrette.

     


    In the 17th century, the French philosopher René Descartes came up with the “explanation for it all”: “I think, therefore I am”.

     

    From http://www.innerself.com/Reflections/i_think.htm :

    I feel that his statement really is a fill-in-the-blanks statement. “I think _________, therefore I am _____________.” In other words, “I think I am angry, therefore I am angry.” “I think I am tired, therefore I am tired.” “I think I am busy, therefore I am busy.”

     

     


    Buddha said, “All we are is a result of what we have thought”

     


     

    Pavlovs experiment with a dog: When presented food (the unconditioned stimulus), the dog salivates (an unconditioned response). Initially, a loud bell evokes no similar response. However, after the bell is paired with the food on several trials, the bell alone will generate salivation. The bell is now a conditioned stimulus, and salivation to it is a conditioned response.

    Think about the implications of this. The dog is a simple creature… compared to us humans. We have built a much more complex system of conditioned responses *throughout* our lives. Some of this conditioning is part of our DNA, some of it is from inputs we get from people around us / society, TV, etc and some of it we are continuosly adding from own experiences.

    I used to love sweets. Jamoons, rasmalai… esp ice creams used to make my mouth water. I knew its bad for me since I am overweight… I tried hard to resist when Im at a party surrounded by sweets, but at one point, I used to give up and starts gulping them down.

    Try an expt… take a sweet and touch it at the center of your tongue. You will surprised to see that you will not be able to make out that its sweet. Actually there are only 3 points on your tongue that can actually taste sweet. At the tip, and at the sides. The taste of sweetness is just a series of biochemical reactions produced by the neurons on your tongue. The mind creates the illusion that the *** whole tongue ***, in fact the whole mouth is savouring the sweetness.

    Add to this fact, the fact about the way the mind is conditioned, and what do you get? The pleasure is associated with the sweetness, and I reinforce it everytime I eat more sweets. Whenever I finish eating a sweet, behind the scenes, the mind is craving for these biochemical reactions… and it translates to the reaction that I feel like eating just “one more sweet”.

    Now with this knowledge, I havent stopped eating sweets. I have merely reduced my attachment, and eat only how much my ‘conscience’ allows me to.


    “Q. What is wrong with my life?

    A. There is too much of you in it.”


    “A student once asked me, ‘I find it hard to believe that I live in
    a state of psychic hypnosis, as you teach. I think I am a perfectly
    conscious inPidual.’

    My answer was as follows: ‘A simple experiment will prove two facts
    to you-that hypnosis is a fact for mankind-that you can awaken from
    it. The next time you are alone, become alertly aware of yourself.
    Be conscious of your body, surroundings, thoughts, and feelings. As
    Gurdjieff would say, ‘remember yourself.’ An hour later, be aware of
    yourself again. Once more, be conscious of everything outside and
    inside you. You will make a startling discovery. During the interval
    between your two periods of awareness, you were in a state of psychic
    sleep; you did not know that you existed. The interval passed without
    you being consciously within it.’

    The reader can experiment for himself right now. Pause in your reading
    of this book to be aware of yourself as outlined in the previous
    paragraphs. An hour later, awaken to yourself again. Do this until you
    get it. Nothing will surprise you more or be more beneficial.”


    “HYPNOSIS AND REALITY

    Asked Joyce, ‘Please give us something we need.’

    ‘When told you dwell in a state of psychic hypnosis, do not
    take it as mere words which seem somewhat critical. Take it
    as the actual condition which controls every minute of your
    day. You do not as yet know what it means to be hypnotized,
    for you dwell in imagination, not reality, but do not realize
    this. You do not know what it means to be hypnotized, for you
    have not as yet caught a glimpse of the awakened state. Try to
    snap yourself out of the spell, after which comparison will
    clearly reveal the fact of psychic hypnosis.’

    ‘How can we see and snap this unconscious spell?’

    ‘By regularly standing outside of yourself and looking back
    at your daily behavior. With tremendous honesty, see your need
    to feel superior to others, see how you fear disturbance of your
    favorite ways, see how little you really know about yourself.
    Each sincere effort at this changes the kind of human being you
    are.’”


    “Q. How can we tell when we are unaware of ourselves?

    A. Nothing is simpler. Whenever you feel worried, nervous,
    pressured, you are living from imagination, not from aware-
    ness. These negativities do not control a conscious man.”


    “Living in harmony with universal principles can be compared with
    playing the piano. We know when we are following the music and we
    know when we strike a wrong note. We can hear the difference
    immediately. Likewise, when feeling discord in our lives, we know
    we have failed to play the cosmic composition correctly. But the
    disharmony need not continue. We were not made for failure. We can
    look again and practice some more. We can learn to play it rightly.”

  • some idle musings

    Imagination

    I used to think that the creative imagination was something mysterious and intangible, which could neither be described nor trained. While there may always be something elusive about artistic creation, some thinking by people like Liam Hudson and Daniel Dennett gave me some cause to hope. Creativity is not a simple product of unfathomable inspiration, but a result of firstly, generating lots of (mostly junky) ideas, and then weeding them out to discover the ones that work. If this is true of the expressive arts, then it surely also applies to chess, where the ideas have such concrete prompts on the board, and the selection of the ideas that work can be put to the simple test of analysis.

    Put simply, this suggests that someone like Tal can come up with great ideas because they come up with loads of ideas, good, bad and indifferent, and then can select the great one. The problem with most of us is not that we are failing to come up with enough good ideas, but we are failing to come up with enough ideas, full stop. Our ability to spot combinations is limited by our tunnel vision, considering only a few moves of a stereotyped nature, and not having the habit of looking at every thing once, no matter how foolish at first sight. Developing imagination, then, is not a matter of learning how to do something terribly magical, but to some extent involves putting aside what you think you know (retreating pieces is bad, putting your Queen en prise is bad) and considering moves that only very good players – or very bad players! – look at.

    Source:
    unknown


    Attitude – “I Alone Matter – Nobody Else”

    In my perception, in India, on an average people generally thing only for themselves. Few people give a thought to anything beyond themselves to the bigger picture. Nobody seems to realize that by improving the bigger picture, they can improve their own situation much better
    than if they had worked on improving their own situation alone.
    I
    think this is one key point to differentiate between an advanced and a
    developing country.

    The best example of this is seen on the roads of
    Bangalore. Consider congested traffic moving slowly on road 1 & 2 of an
    intersection.

    Say people are driving on road 2, while people on
    road 1 are waiting to proceed.

         | |
     ____| |____
    1____   ____
         | |
         | |
          2
    
    

    What inevitably happens is people on road 1 keep on
    inching forward until they block the traffic on road 2, and then start moving
    ahead. Then the people on road 2 start doing the same thing until there is a
    total jam and instead of people moving at 40 kmph, they are each moving at 1
    kmph.

    Each new person who enters the situation, tries to
    move as fast as possible through whatever gap he finds… because *he* wants to
    get to his office faster, causing the deadlock to tighten further.

    Very few people (but fortunately there are atleast a
    few such people!) actually pause for a moment to think about the bigger
    picture, that if they wait now for 2 mins and allow the traffic in the
    perpendicular road to clear, they can reach their destination 15 mins earlier
    !!

    Another very common example
    is a person with a highly polluting vehicle releasing clouds of
    thick white/dark smoke. The exhaust pipe of their vehicle is *behind* them, so
    they are not getting any smoke in their face, so they are happy. It is only the
    unfortunate person behind them who is unhappy, esp a two-wheeler driver. I have
    seen a motorist standing at a red light, covering his face with a hanky
    because of the noxious fumes from the jeep in front of him, while his own
    mortorcycle spewed the deadly black smoke to people behind him.

    At first I felt this was selfishness, but later
    felt it was more a sort of indifference and total lack of
    awareness
    of people around us. “Who cares…” and “we are like
    this only” is the favorite excuse used.


    Vicious Trap Of Illiteracy

    Lack of education, even basic literacy, to the poor
    causes the poor to remain poor generation after generation. A great deal of
    work is currently in progress by various groups…. though I feel no amount of
    effort is ‘too much’ in this direction.


    The silver lining

    Those were, in managerial terms, ‘areas of
    improvement’. There are so many really positive things about India which I had
    always taken for granted until I went abroad.

    I am delighted to discover more and
    more Indians everyday who have risen above this apathy to create a
    lot of value to those around them. If there is one place on Earth, where you
    can meet a simple looking ordinary stranger, say on a train journey or on the
    street, and in due course of conversation find out more about the person, and
    realise that that person is actually worth his value in gold, then you
    are most likely to be in India. Nowhere else have I encountered so many people
    who have simple living and high thinking, and they dont stop there, they follow
    it by selfless action!

    I think that compared to an average Westerner, an
    average Indian has a higher awareness of God, in whatever abstraction, and
    consiously or atleast subconsiously sees God in all human beings and living
    things. Of course, awareness may not always mean understanding, judging by many
    blind beliefs and rituals, but awareness is definitely there. This is the
    reason why though an Average Westerner is extremely cordial and courteous, it
    is feels more superficial, compared to a lesser glamourous show of Indian
    cordiality, which feels like it has greater depth. (Please note the use of
    ‘Average’ since there are many Westerner whom I know to be truly erstwhile
    friends.)

    I became aware of so many other people who had been
    thinking on such lines for a long time already and have actually acted/ are
    acting on their thoughts too. For eg
    http://www.geocities.com/jaiminiram


    *** ANGER ***

    “Holding on to anger is like grasping a
    hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else — you are the one who
    gets burned.”   

                                                                                            
    – Buddha

    We feel any negative feeling because we hold on
    to our past. If we just let go off our past… even the previous terrible
    hour… or the previous terrible minute… just let it go… its scary and
    doesn’t make sense because what made you angry was so important, and how can
    you just forget it so easily… but just let it go… something like while
    skydiving, you let go off the plane and jump off into the open space
    below… then you experience the exhilaration of real freedom and lightness.

    Then… this makes sense if you succeed in
    the above and are in a calmer state of mind… face reality – accept
    the fact that whatever’s happened has already happened. It’s better than the
    other option where you waste hours together dreaming of how much better things
    could’ve be if it had not happened. Then see what’s the best thing that can be
    done about it now.

    Buddha’s quote was an
    excellent aid in understanding 
    demystifying myths about Gandhi

    by Mark Shepard.
    If you dont have time to read the whole article, you could read just the last
    para.

  • Abdul Kalam’s Song of India

    As a young citizen of India, armed with technology, knowledge and love for my nation, I realise, small aim is a crime.

    I will work and sweat for a great vision, the vision of transforming India into a developed nation, powered by economic strength with value system.

    I am one of the citizens of billion; Only the vision will ignite the billion souls.

    It has entered into me; The ignited soul compared to any resource is the most powerful resource on the earth, above the earth under the earth.

    I will keep the lamp of knowledge burning to achieve the vision – Developed India.

    If we work and sweat for the great vision with ignited minds, the transformation leading to birth of vibrant developed India will happen.

    This song, when sung in our own beautiful languages will unite our minds for action.

    – Abdul Kalam

  • Ruminations…

    If all the world is a stage and we’re just actors
    playing roles, then I need to have a serious talk
    with the director about my motivation for this part.

    (Braisco)
    http://www.humorcorner.com

    One day, I’m gonna finally get up enough courage
    to actually go skydiving, rather than just
    being thrown out of the plane like last time.

    (LeMel Hebert-Williams)

    Much to my surprise, the old “arrow through
    the head” gag resulted in nothing but
    compliments at the body piercing parlor.

    (Kevin Green)

    I was much happier before I
    found out that ignorance is bliss.

    (Peter Medhurst)

    I think a secure profession for
    young people is history teacher,
    because in the future, there will
    be so much more of it to teach.

    (Bill Muse)

    I could write a whole book on the
    problems I’ve faced due to my bad memory,
    only thing is I can’t remember most of them.

    (Sanjay)

    I bet one of the first uses of a time machine
    will be to combine it with a microwave
    oven, to make food cook even faster.

    (David Gunter)

    My life sucks so bad my ears
    pop just thinkin’ about it.

    (Gary Smith)

    If I were a lawyer I would be
    mad at the other 99% who give
    the rest of them a bad name.

    (Rick Owen)

    Someone should make a car that runs on urine
    and has a tube to pee into while driving.
    With enough beer, you could make it clear
    across the country without stopping.

    (Christian Knudstrup)

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  • fwd msg: quarter life crisis

    A Forwarded Mail And Its Reply


    —–Original Message—–

    	For those in their twenty-something's...

    This puts it all into words perfectly. They call it the
    "Quarter-life Crisis."

    It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start
    realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you
    didn't know and may or may not like.

    You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year
    or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are
    now.

    You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those
    friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest
    people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some
    of the most important ones.

    What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not
    really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

    You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you
    would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are
    going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.

    You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with
    the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe
    they weren't so great after all.

    You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and
    do not want.

    Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are
    doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you
    realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things
    to your list of what is acceptable and what is not.

    You are insecure and then secure.
    You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.
    You feel alone and scared and confused.
    Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past
    with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and
    further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move
    forward.

    You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved
    could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you
    can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better.

    You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot
    figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.

    One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and
    getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

    You go through the same emotions and questions over and over
    and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot
    seem to make a decision.

    You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life
    for yourself and while winning the race would be great, right now
    you'd just like to be a contender!

    What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to
    it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as
    we can to figure this whole thing out.

    Send this to your twenty-something friends...Maybe it will help some
    one feel like they are not alone in the state of confusion that is our post
    grad. years!!!

    -----A Reply-----

    Problem is well defined and I can surely relate to it.. but what about the solution?
    If you're going to mail it to 20 something friends... I think u better mail
    the solution too!

    Probably one solution would be in keeping in touch with spiritualism in some form
    or the other.

    It dosent mean u have to give up whatever ur doing and renounce the world.
    In fact u can continue doing whatever ure doing now, in a better way.
    To further explain this... in the Bhagavad Gita, Arjuna dosent feel like
    fighting and wants to give up everything and renounce the world and go to
    some forest. Krishna tells him to stand up and fight. Fighting is a metaphor
    for our daily activities, in our case probably software development. In fact
    a lot of things in the Gita made sense after reading the commentry and not
    just the translation... the five horses drawn by Krishna are our five senses...
    sight, smell etc. And Arjuna is the body, and Krishna is the Self i.e. the soul.
    Im telling all this because until I actually started reading the book, I had
    thought the Gita was just a lot of religious stuff to be read if one considers a
    career in becoming a pujari or maybe some time after retiring. It turned out to
    be a very practical guide to daily life!

  • ruminations

    Ruminations…

    If all the world is a stage and we’re just actors
    playing roles, then I need to have a serious talk
    with the director about my motivation for this part.

    (Braisco)
    http://www.humorcorner.com

    One day, I’m gonna finally get up enough courage
    to actually go skydiving, rather than just
    being thrown out of the plane like last time.

    (LeMel Hebert-Williams)

    Much to my surprise, the old “arrow through
    the head” gag resulted in nothing but
    compliments at the body piercing parlor.

    (Kevin Green)

    I was much happier before I
    found out that ignorance is bliss.

    (Peter Medhurst)

    I think a secure profession for
    young people is history teacher,
    because in the future, there will
    be so much more of it to teach.

    (Bill Muse)

    I could write a whole book on the
    problems I’ve faced due to my bad memory,
    only thing is I can’t remember most of them.

    (Sanjay)

    I bet one of the first uses of a time machine
    will be to combine it with a microwave
    oven, to make food cook even faster.

    (David Gunter)

    My life sucks so bad my ears
    pop just thinkin’ about it.

    (Gary Smith)

    If I were a lawyer I would be
    mad at the other 99% who give
    the rest of them a bad name.

    (Rick Owen)

    Someone should make a car that runs on urine
    and has a tube to pee into while driving.
    With enough beer, you could make it clear
    across the country without stopping.

    (Christian Knudstrup)

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