different colors for different situations

 When Sanjay was a little boy, in usual situations when he didn’t really need anything from his (late) Dad, he’d be a hopeless tantrum throwing brat! :evil:  And when he needed something, he’d be like this son with the halo hovering over his head – a respectful reverential boy ever ready to serve his Dad’s slightest bidding :mrgreen:  

And once in a way, his Dad would patiently suggest “onde tara irbeku koNo” – “one should be consistent”.

He understood this a little better only many years later… as he learnt about masks and learnt to simplify himself by taking them off… not an easy task, because even after starting to try, the habit of putting on masks kept coming back once in a way.

He smiles at the old memory, knowing that any regrets about then would only mean regretting about now, because he still has no clue how much of darkness he’s engulfed in right now!  🙄